On getting old

After getting my little EeePC updated safely to the infamous -18 kernel for Hardy, I decided to perform a similar upgrade on my main system. Unfortunately, Ubuntu ate a Frisbee.

It segfaulted on every boot: even when booting the previously working kernel in recovery mode.

I was seconds from switching to Debian.

Now, I did not actually act on the impulse and switch to Debian. Ubuntu puts together a lot of nifty front ends which are not there by default in Debian, and most of these little front ends come from cryptically-named packages. In the end, this scared me away.

It was no big deal when I was 15 years old to throw RedHat 6.2 — the on with the shit-tastic fvwm95 and RedHat icon for a start button — on a system. I did not really care if my computer worked every day. I did not have a real job, and did not require the machine for work.

Today, this is much scarier.

I have been through days when the computer just bombed on a production day, and I now keep a backup hard disk pre-installed so I can swap in and keep going. When deadline hits and you are faced with a stack of stories in desperate need of a beating, fiddling with your system is simply not an option — unless of course you have separate machines for fun and work.

As I scanned through the Debian documentation, it occurred to me that I am getting really old.

What is the draw of Ubuntu? The desktop experience? Well, to some degree, yes. However, its greater draw is that it updates frequently, at least when compared to Debian main. Running Debian sid on a work desktop — assuming you are not a Debian sid developer — is insanity. Updates are pushed out in the hundreds, and it has all the panic of the final days of an Ubuntu beta line. But in the other branches, especially Debian stable, the operating system has a reputation of being rock solid.

You just have to commit yourself to not seeing a new piece of software for half a decade.

And you know what? That’s starting to look fine.

Firefox opens every Web page I could want to look at. Pidgin connects to all my messaging clients. Claws is a safe bet for POP3, but if it ever exploded I am sure I could go back to Web mail. Audacious and Audacity play and handle anything I could want to edit or listen to. Abiword does everything I could want a document editor to do — except for edit non-Latin-alphabet documents. That’s pretty important.

Basically, I already have all the software I need, and I really see little reason to update it.

Have I hit an age where one’s curiosity plummets? I read often and enjoy new things, so that does not seem to be the case.

No, it probably comes down to security and stability: the feeling that each time I power down my machine, it will not be the last time I see my desktop.

Related Posts


About this entry